Take me as I Am

Saturday, February 11, 2006

f-ing hell

to think i was so happy yesterday coz i got a bloody 21.. but on the other hand, i got 16 if with cca which makes me more than eligible to go to millennia. but on the other of the other hand, my mom doesnt allow me go millennia. wth!!! argh argh argh argh argh. the worst thing is to haf a disagreement wit ur parent/s.

once my parents dun allow me take art, den i defied their orders n took up art. see now who suffer? me lah. while dnt peeps in my sch got 100% distictions, i failed my art. this goes to show that u haf to haf the blessings of ur parents first before makin any choices..

unlike -him-, he just chose his course without parental guidance nor the influence frm frens. which means he's a very decisive n disciplined person. oooh nice..~

i dont know la right now what to choose. i half-hearted wann go back to millennia. not bcoz hajar called me. coz im not qualified for the poly courses dat i wan.

cut off point 13 sia!! wth!!

i dunno. i seriously dunnoe. eh no. must say i know. yea. i know what my choices are. i will put millennia as my 7th choice like wat i told iliyasa. alright. 7th choice it is.

come to think of it, im on win win situation.. frm 1st to 6th choice, are all the courses that i want, but not qualified. den comes millennia(bartley)-commerce. den frm 8th to 9th choice, i put the courses dat i dun really like urhs. so, lets see how it goes.

oh ya. btw, i regret to say that i'll be withdrawing from millennia soon. i think lah hah. firstly, i dun get to see all the crappish yet loving ppl there, and secondly, i dont get to see him n msg him during his lectures. i dont really wanna withdraw, but i need to find money so i can help my parents if i wanna go poly.

its nt dat we're tight on budget or smth but, whats the use of d eldest daughter if she cant cook, clean the hse... den she work la... true true?? hehs

i dont noe what else to say. some other day, i shall update about the bloody n irritating confession which came at the wrong moment. i hate it sia. cried my lungs out. just for a stupid thing. how stupid can i be?

and how vulgar can i b nowadays? im satisfied with life.

till den. sending my hugs n kisses to u babes.

Eyzee_Isabelle

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