Take me as I Am

Thursday, March 16, 2006

am i not pretty enough?

am i not pretty enough? is my heart to broken? do i cry too much? am i too outspoken?

dont i make u laugh? should i try it harder? why do u see right thru me..~

this song for my blog. its really what im thinking when im around u lahs. am i good enough for you? will u think that im so clumsy? will u think that im so irritating? haiyos. i can never be confident around you.

okay.. so todae.

we wanted to send ain off lahs. she going london siaaa...~ OMG! so cool.. but her flight is at 2am today. what sia. so planned to just get together and enjoy ourselves lahs.

she wanted to lepak at someone's home. *mine lah*. but since most of us wanted to go out, and we'll b meeting the guys, she was outnumbered. hoho.

went to tamp interch. walaao.. saw alot of friends there. from millennians, to ncc, to esss. what to do. hotshots. =)
so after that waited for the guys to come. mohsin was blardee late lahs. den met with some millennia friends at small mac.

u know u know!!! todae right. got someone paisey sia! i spotted an old friend of mine. den i told Nor *not real name. or maybe real name?* thats him lahs. den rite, this Nor uhh.. i told her no need to run laa.. den she forced me to run wit her to catch that guy. i like so malu oreadi lah. coz got alot of ppl.

so after awhile i gave up. she ran alone. i was not far behind. then she sort of gave this guy a hard push. when the guy turned, *DANG* it wasnt who we thot he was. wth! i so malu oreadi la. den this Nor, wanted to cover up... when i came, she asked me "Eh, this guy rite?"

i wanted to burst out laughing laaa.. coz so paisey oreadi. managed to keep my cool, and said to the guy that its ntg. Den Nor said wrong person. bwahahahahas! that was the most embarassing moment for me for the entire week!! siaaa laaaa....

kay maybe not that. spilling lina's drink infront of jun long was more embarassing laa..`

okay. so was on our way to pasir ris bowling oreadi. a game of bowling sure does ease my mind. i focused all my anger and frustration on the bowling ball lahs. its a good thing u know. got 3rd. out of 5 ppl. baaahs.
first was shida, den farah, me, su, ain... of cuz la shida win. her father there what. hoho. sorry cik!~ but yeah. shida's dad was bowling too.

den ate at the new stay club. the wanton sucks. dont ever buy it. now im having a bad tummy ache coz of it lahs. but it comes and goes. as long as iliyasa talking to me, it wont come.

den had a game of pool. baahs.only played twice. the place there sucked lahs. full of mats! haish. ya lahs. our friends oso got some look like mats. -_-"

but they are not, okay.

den took cab to tmall. and sent farah home. so me, su and ain headed to courts to pay some stuff. den went to the pasar malam, den headed home.

nobody home lahs. all eating out.

i realised something bout myself recently this year. im an overjealous girl.woman?.lady? alah. female. i get jealous over small little things when it comes to relationships or even close to that lahs.

and when i get jealous, i tend to be over protective. but of course, i wont actually show it. i would just keep it all inside first. cant possibly tell the other female to back off MY guy rite? *if i haf any that is* which i dont haf.

but seriously laaahh!! i cant seem to get it into my head that im not the only girl he noes laaa!! okay okay. control emotions.

btw, farah, i know inside ur head, must come up one guy. the one i told u on the phone abt this morning when the other girl tried to drop STUPID HINTS on him. but trust me, not only him. another one oso. this one is the one i tell u that im l*ving him now.

okay. sounds funny la. okay. drop it. only besties can ask which guy is which. coz im so malu to say who's who to other ppl. =)

ps:no time to highlight all the red stuff. sorry!~

SMOCHIES

HRH Princess Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
getting overprotective.

1:55 PM; be my prince Y