Take me as I Am

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

farking headache

yesterday. had the headache of the year. went to bed at 9+. record time ya know.

the cause of the headache, i think its taking care of my sick sister all day. then sumhow i got the bug. but sokay. im fine now.

because of that headache, i totally shut off the world. ppl msg me, i never reply. they ask to call, all i cud type was "im nt feeling well. go slp frst"

but today, IZYAN IS BACK!! muahhahahaa. to irritate the living hell out of ya. *hinting to su* nyehehehe. i dunno why nowadys i like to tease her. thats not it. if she want to tease me back, i wud run away. hahas. thats how irritating i can get.

like tat time during pool. we opened two tables. me vs shida. n su vs farah. den it was su's turn lah. n i was free. deeeen, *jeng jeng jeng* the little devil inside me took over me for a minute. and i poke su's bottom wit my cue. den her jeans got the chalk stain.

den i said sorry bout the stain. n she wanted to poke me back. i ran ard the pool table. while shouting,

"i wan to tease ppl!! but i dun wan ppl to tease me back. i dont like!!"

acting like a spoiled brat rite? while me n su were running ard like a bunch of kids, the adults, *farah n shida* jus continued the game. i think they're used to our childishness.

den den den. played fencing with my fellow kid-stuck-in-a-17-yr-old-body. den we realised got surveillance cam. like wth? i so malu oreadi.

okay. the childish izyan over for now. now the devilish izyan takes over.
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u know! what i hate bout others is, trying to be okay when they noe things are not okay. LIKE WTF LAH!!! trying to act all concerned n stuff.

forget it bastard.

u may not noe that i noe, but don't u haf a tiny weeny bit of conscience to AT LEAST feel bad abt stuff?

fuck sia. if u can act like a bastard, i can act like a bitch to rite?

dun ever ever make the bitch come out. if she does, ure gonna hate her.

yes im bloody pissed. not with anyone but ONLY YOU!. i cant tell u that. coz ive made a promise. u knw how much i want to straighten things out, but i cant! unlesss u make the first move lah. which i dun think u wan coz u've got no balls.

grr grr grr grr!!!

im hungry now. gonna get some food.

11:59 AM; be my prince Y