Take me as I Am

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

im sorry iliyasa.

seriously, i dont know what i want in life too. i dont know what i expect out of it.

it sounds so bloody cliche lahs. but im gonna say it anyways. im taking life as it gives me. i dont want to make any drastic changes.

simply coz im loving this life now. and that im scared of the future consequences that this "big change" may bring. im scared of the risk.

im not afraid of physical risks. im more afraid of emotional ones. i hate getting hurt, or hurting others. sounds so noble? whatever. seriously, i dont want to jeapordise(sp?) anything now laaaa..

walaaooo... so irritating sia me. by not doing anything, im actually turning someone's day into hell. what shit am i doing? i cant make a decision in this. you tell me what to do.

im happy being with you and all. but im not sure about the stuff the future may hold ya know. its hard. im not ready to take the risk yet. i'll never be ready la. kay. im not willing to take the risk now, at this moment in my life.

i should just shut the fuck up.

HRH Princess Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
oh and i love you so.

10:49 PM; be my prince Y