Take me as I Am

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

longest entry eva.

10th march 2006

farah bdae!! wohooooots!!! i wan to update the details.. but bdae girl herself, su, n shida update oreadi...

had a blasting time larhs.. we were the ones who stood out a siloso beach. why? coz we're the hottest babes eva! muahahahahas..

aiya. coz we werent dressed like the typical sentosa babes. but still, gorgeous babes we are! hahas. den took tram ard sentosa. and took the bus back to harbourfront.

den we were supposed to meet the guys. but gunduballs they are. so we din meet up. but oh heck. we still haf loads of fun. had a game of bowling which i sucked at the beginning, but managed to get 3rd last..! wohoots..

den went to eat at satayclub. after ordering, i totally forgot what i had ordered. like wth? den hajar reminded me. then funny thing happen to me n hajar while ordering drinks. we dunno which to choose so the guy at the cashier had a hard time la. hahas.

den sang farah bdae song when our food arrived oreadi. hahas. her face red2 oreadi. we were so daring lah i think. coz all girls with no guys. we usually do these kind of stuff when got our guys ard.

so den shida went hm first. after we all finished eating, farah went hm to celebrate her bdae with her family. den left me, su, hajar, kim n mai... wanted to go beach.. but last minute changes, went hm...

when i got hm, salam-ed my family.. den bathed. den packed bag *1set of clothes, toiletries, towel, slippers* den went out again to sch. i was suprised mom din nag at me lahs. coz i think she oso noe i had to go out. dad ask me.. 'not tired uh?'

all i replied was, 'anything for ncc'... hahas...

so went out, met up with jun long first, den headed towards the school. den nisa came at ard 12++mn..we all went out for supper. den sir xk and swee xiang joined us.

so nisa, junlong, xk n swee and myself ate at mac lors... then reminded ourselves to go back sch early.. just in case kena caught.

11th March 2006

this was just after midnight. the 5 of us din want to sleep. so we chilled at ncc room which was damn messy. found a spot for ourselves. we were scattered ard lah. den jun long was the first to dose off. den followed by the guys, den nisa den me.

BUT!! me n nisa cudnt sleep. we kept waking up and looking at each other. and seriously, when i dosed off, i woke up agn. its so uncomfortable laa.. ` can sleep at air-con room (where we were supposed to sleep), dun wan.. we slept at ncc rm instead.

so for that nite, i think i slept ard less than an 1hr. coz helped the D1 girls to cook breakfast after that. den ard 10++ i went home to bathe. t

that jun long go home change no. 4 never tell me. so went home to change to no. 4 too. but i changed for nothing. coz they finished their drills.. when the cadets having lunch, me, jl, xk and lina went out to haf our lunch. baaahs.

den had ifc. i will not talk bout it just in case i bore u ppl lahs. anyways, it was damn hot at the field at i wasnt wearing my beret or my jockey cap. dang.

after that i dunno we had wat. den farna came. lina went home. when the cadets having the total defence lecture ar ard 5+, we dunnoe where to go. so me, junlong and farna went to sit at fitness corner and talk.

and there were alot of stuff about jun long that i din noe!! bwahahahas. den he analysed me and farna. about myself, i really din noe that about myself. i think its better that someone analyses u than u analysing urself. farna oso got analysed.

den we girls tried to analyse jun long, but failed. in the end, he told us abt himself. and we told him about stuff that he should noe and watch out lahs. he said that he very close to us oreadi, dats why he can noe what type of guys we go for, and what type of guys are attracted to us.

all these info shall be updated next post. interesting u noe!

den went to look for the cadets lah. den the D1s (sec5) were angry at us. hahas. coz they thot we chaokeng. what sia. we din noe what to do. somemore we seniors mahs. no need do anything. hehehehehehehehe.

den played game with d group im attached to. AMETHYST. they had really low points lah in the mascoot competition, den Sir asked me to go one of the low points grp to help them.

when i came to amethyst during their field cooking competition. and guess what, WE WON!!! hahas. sir ck even asked for more after that. but too bad lah. amethyst finished it. hahas. it was superb i tell u. in presentation n stuff.

so yah. played the game. smth to do with water bombs, trashbags, and hulahoops..GREAT TEAM WORK AMETHYST! den after the water bomb thing, we D1s sabo-ed each other. WTH! i kena first by fazleen. super hard sia she throw. den dunno by who.. hahas. alot lah. i was drenched like hell. i looked for farna, but she was nowhere to b found. damn.

den that nite..me, farna and jun long went to supper. i wasnt really hungry and i was budgeting lah. so drank tea and mcchicken. than sir fandi and zai came. they ate diff table laaah.

omg, that nite i was really talking crap oreadi lahs. i mean i din even have to act blur *i never did lah*... i was really crappishly blur. i asked all the stupid qn. pity farna and jun long.. they had to listen and layan me and my questions..

then headed back to school.. our beloved mr long made a din with the sch gate. so kental man.. den we din noe where else to go.. decided to introduce jun long to my batch ncc fav. past time.

stargazing.

then on the podium, i was so damn energetic.. talking2 again.. then jun long said he wanted to sleep oreadi... i, being an irritating friend, decided to disturb him. i would hit him with my dogtag, which he took..in case i disturb again... but that doesnt stop me.. i pushed his leg.. asked him alot of qn.. farna joined me oso..

den i pity him.. let him sleep la.. at least got farna... den farna oso wanna sleep.. this one i dun dare disturb.. scared she scream at me.. so i talked bout stars and clouds... den suddenly no reply...

I WAS TALKING TO MYSELF. omg oreadi laa.. i just kept quiet and looked at them sleep. tried to sleep, but cudnt. sky so nice lah!/.. then the scouts were having nitewalk. scream here and der.. mr fong did not wake up. farna woke up and went to sleep in foyer...

den i sat up, look at jun long. if i leave him, later like pathetic liddat.. so accompanied him for awhile.. den i realised i was alone at parade sq.. i oso go foyer.. feeling guilty, duuh..

den slept on bench.. super super nice. handphone drop oso i din noe.. den i got very itchy. den slept in the air-con rm with the rest of the D1..

WALAOWEEEY!!! i shudve slept there earlier. slept on sofa. hahas. den the D1s went to cook. i woke up, look at them, den sleep back.. i cudnt really rmbr wat happen lah. until one of them told me.. oni 4 D1 girls. hahas. cook for about 100+ ppl.. of cuz sirs helped too. i din noe they cook sia!

well, oni sir raymond laa.. sir ck like can cook, but cant cook liddat... dunnoe la.. hehes..

eh, the supper and stuff were alreadi on the 12th march at midnite lah...

12th march 2006 in the morning (Sunday)

ponder over wanna go kayak onot.. tried my luck la. went home, bathed, grabbed a change of clothes, asked mom for money.. she did talk alot. but after much begging and persuasion, she had to give in. i pity her laa... i woke her up sia.. bad girl i am..

den rushed to school. i was oreadi late laa.. den took sumthigns out frm bag, den went to sembawang SAF Yatch Club. the toilet SUPER NICE!!

the plan was me, jun lon and lina rent a kayak each, den enjoy ourselves.. but then, not enough kayak to go around.. so we din get.. den good news, izyan(sec4) din haf a partner.. so i was to parnter her la.. since i din haf the class one cert..

den jl and lina went home.. WHAAAT SIAAAA.... i so geram.. that jl changed clothes.. so nice oreadi.. i went to sch tanned, tired n sleepy. and he smells nice, look nice, and was energetic. grr.. i felt bad telling him off when i saw him in sch. hahas. gonna say sorry later lah.

had fun with izyan. hahas. one part a cadets called us izyan square. that means izyan x izyan = izyan^2.. cute lah him

we, the notorious izyans, went play catching with some other ppl kayaks den splash water at them..muahahahahas. they were scared at first.. den after the 2nd round, the splashed back at us. got lah. this kayak. i forgot who was in it. then they played cathing with us.. we the girls never give up.. so we raced towards them. hahas. fun experience with her.

went to sch black, tired, with wet undies. coz i placed my undies at school. i thot kayak no need to capsize one siaa.. but oh wells.

then bathed a really good bath at sch. the water was super nice lah. but my head hurts. coz i think i got sunburn on my head. dun laugh yah. its serious.

den din talk much to my good friend jun long.. coz i was pissed at him for changing.. hahas. lame rite.. i wanted to talk to him abt certain stuff oso cant.. not the right time yet..

then cooked supper, watched CO night. hahas. the best performance by part D.. so cutely creative. and their song. superb. gonna upload some pics in the cookroom when i was pretending to cook..

den when the cadets sleep, us went to centre of parade sq to talk2..

us: myself, yati, fazleen, nazhu & fad(sleeping), junlong(sleeping), hamka, kamarul(slept halfway), sir ck, xk, raymond and swee xiang..

den sir raymond brought his mahjong cards.. i wanted to learn. halfway i gave up. so confusing.. yati now expert oreadi.. hahas. i dosed off on fazleen's back after awhile. den woke up... less then 30mins of sleep.

den went to cook. oh oh!! we took pics of jun long sleeping. hahas! will upload it here too!

i brought chalks, leftover from art lah. then sir xk and ck transformed it to a crime scene.. damn funny! he woke up, den sleep agan.. den woke up again, look on d floor, sleep in the same position again. hahas. so blur sia him. so cute.

went to cook. eh, from the part where we were already at centre of parade sq.. was 13th march oreadi.. after midnight.

13th march 2006 (bright early morning) Monday

cooked for them. this one i help cut2 fishballs. then sir ck wanted to cut, so i passed to him lah. sir raymond cut carrots very nice one sia!!! nicer than fazleen's... obviously nicer than sir ck one oso lah. den saw the sirs cook.. so funny and cute. rarely u see a guy put on the gloves and cooking.

then i really cudnt take it. i was really seeing things lahs. not scary ones. den i kept seeing double. so when i closed my eyes. i immediately slept. den when cooking almost done, i told them i needed to rest for 10mins.. so went out to parade sq to sleep on d table told sir xk to wake us up after 10 mins.

fazleen joined. then fad, den nazhu.. but fad and nazhu went to air con room to sleep. me n fazleen continued.

den. jun long came and taled loud2. purposely wanna wake us up. so i woke up, went to cookroom, den helped prepare breakfast in my oversized polo-tee, slacks and slippers. and a very sleepy face. i think ppl see my face osoo no mood to eat laa..

den went to act as maam to check on the bunk. i planned to come in. check everything, den just leave.. no formal2 greet or whatever lah.

but hell no! part D were waiting for me outside, den the girls already fall in inside, den they carry out the normal procedure lah. i was f- smelly with that oversized polo tee and slippers. sialah.. havent bathe rite..

den i just walked ard, say "okay, okay.. all nice.. thanks uh.. good oreadi..." den i walked off..

i tell you.. lucky i wasnt in my uniform.. lucky i was in slippers.. if not right, the whole bunk kena one.. but i not in proper uniform, so no need lahs. even izyan was shocked.. why i din pump them. hahas. i've got my principles lah..(i dunno what its called)

then blabla...bathed, changed to no.4.. i wore a jockey cap.. coz i was wearing a green hairband, and i wanted to cover that. bad impression for part a cadets.

i look stoopid in that jockey cap. damn stpid. i looked like a guy sia. okay whatever

blablabla, den debrief. den actually wanted to eat with fazleen, nazhu and jun long..but i was damn sleepy during the debrief lah.. grabbes some sweets, den went off with jun long and lina..

then at mac.. jun long and myself bought some meal, tapao-ed hm..

when i got home, took of bag, boots, camo top, put my meal one side, watched tv and slept from 2+ all the way till 7+ when izlyn asked if i wanted to go swensens..i said no.. den slept till 9+..

den got up, dad woke me up maah... den ate my fries and abit of the meal, went to bathe. before bathing sat at mom's bed.. watched Dia. eventually i fall into a dead slumber. woke up at 10+ todae.

count the no. of hrs i slept. hoho. todae went out to lib, returned books, had lunch. i told farah my brain very messy. den she gave me a prescription. that is, looking at cranks.

i dunno why, but after tha analysis that jun long said about me, im pretty afraid to fall for the wrong guy.

he said this to me.
"thats why lah im always worried about you. be it academic wise or relationship wise. academically, im afraid that u dont have the power to motivate yourself, relationship wise, u wont know if that guy is just toying u or not. thats why among the three, im worried about u the most"

was that a compliment or just a remark? should i be proud of it or not? i dun think so rite? now he told me that. im scared lah. he oso told me,

"but whatever i told u tonite, dun be afraid to try out. im just telling u what u shud noe. thats all. dont be afraid lah. jsut rmbr what i said...."

what he said, i wont reveal. its like a treasured thing to me laa...

im changing my perspective of guys. really am already. bt certain guys i know they are sincere. i think only one guy. and thats the guy i still keep in contact with. coz after jun long told me his side of story. i can relate it to me. so yeah. hahas. crazy thots lahs.

so till den. i bored u too much oreadi.

SMOOCHIES frm maam. ",

ps, im not highlighting names in red lah. too troublesome.

HRH Princess Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
keeping the ball in her court.

11:55 AM; be my prince Y