Take me as I Am

Friday, March 03, 2006

too much

i know this is already the third time im updating for todae. but heck. ive got alot to say todae.

i just watched beauty and the geek. and i realised something bout bimbos.

they are not actually stupid. they want to act like they're stupid so they wont be called nerds. and im really proud of erika. she said that now she realised how superficial she is.

"now i realised how superficial girls who look and act like us (the beauties) are. and how great the guys who look and act like those guys (the geeks) are. they are the best guys i've ever met." ,Erika

to hear that coming from a blonde WHO is a bimbo, really means alot. im not sure why im so affected by the show. hahas. i mean i really respect erika. she's hot ya know. *my first time watching the show*
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as for myself. i hate to be treated like any other girl. i want to be respected. i know. its too demanding.. but cant help the way i feel. i'll try to change though..

and and.. i dont like being taken for granted. like if they call, they think i'll always be there. i mean yes i'll always be there. but i dont like being treated like im just anyone. *refers to my significant other lah. if normal friends, i dun mind being liddat*

all i ask frm the guy wud be respect that i need. not too much la.. a bit of bickering here and there. but u know sweet bickerings. not those huge ones. to me thats sweet uh.

and how we'll always look up to each other and support each other in what he/she likes. EXCEPT SMOKING.

how we'll understand each other's need and personal space.

ooookay. i think im so dreamy right now. not sure why im waiting for him too. its like waitin for smth you're not even sure of. but oh wells. i dont mind taking the risk.

i hate it when girls are being used. being treated like a guy's toy. like something he can change every single time. FEMALES ARE HUMANS TOO. we haf feelings alrite.

okay wtf am i talking about? i think its been awhile now.. and i dont want to say anything first. lets just see what will happen.

sialah.. like movie. okay whatever.

AND ONE MORE THING. if any of you guys out there try to hurt ANY of my girlfriends. my good old smelly girlfriends, i'll dig out ur guts and feed it to the gnomes. i'll seriously hate you *and make u wish that u never know me* no matter how gorgeous, smart or rich you are. coz u're still a stinking ol jerk inside. (replace the 'my's with 'our' and 'i's with 'we' and 'me' with 'us'...get it?). coz we girls stick together no matter what. humpf~

that. was referring to no one. just a reminder to anyone out there who's having any ideas of hurting any of my grrlfriends..

think im gonna change my blog song. its starting to bore me. its a nice song n stuff. but i cant stick to one thing for a long time. so yeaps. thats izyan for ya. but if i really2 love something, i dont mind being wit it for the rest of my God-knoes-what life..~

smoochies is the best medicine.

HRH Princess Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
being protective towards her smelly buds.

8:30 PM; be my prince Y