Take me as I Am

Saturday, June 24, 2006

im loving my honey

okay dokay. just finished TITISAN. so after a while of not going due to certain reasons, i was kinda afraid that i'd be all shy n blushy again. oh wells. it didnt happen. woah. thats kinda great for me lahs.

we had to do some warm ups, emotions (I LOVEEEE THIS), and spacejumps, we played circle of knots. my group made two groups out of one group of untied knots. which was super cool. baahs. (btw, circle of knots is a game where u haf to grab hold of the person opposite u and the person next to him, and try to untie ur hands.)

after that we had a group spacejump. i kind suck at that. furthermore, my group had a lot of seniors. so i tend to be a lil quiet at times. coz basically im just laughing my heads off at their spacejumps scenario. heeheeheee. tinaketinataanaaa...~

so after that had to go off. met up with old friends from the past. lina, alijah, huda, nina, ain said. oh wells. i was just tagging coz ain was going off to meet them. and since me n hajar wanna eat, we had our lunch with them n went off.

and yes. i din meet haikal todae. he had rock climbing. i have no say in that lahs. his competition coming up.

oh yeah! we juniors of titisan planned to got tekkah one day to get the Arab veil for AGM on 22 July. which is soooo gonna rock. cant wait for that.

and tadaa. after a long time, now then i put his picture. this was taken before we got attached. i looked kinda stupid in this. but he looked gorgeous. Edits thanks to my hp. orh shud i say dad's hp? yeah. im loving you. BUT.... *there's always a but somehow..*

You're doin' it again, you know
Sometimes I don't even know who you are
And I don't think you know how bad it hurts
'Cause you don't have to see the scars
If you knew how bad you made me feel
You'd never do a thing like this again
But if it's just a game you're playing
I don't think I'll make it to the end
I don't think I'd last that long
baby, I'm not that strong
So if you care about me you've gotta stop acting this way

Or I'm leavin' today
I'll say goodbye to my favorite face
Don't wanna go, but I just can't stay
And be treated, I won't be treated this way

At times I think I love you
And at times I know I've finally found the one
But it's times like this that make me feel
The game of love has only just begun
You know I'd never leave
But making threats to you could be the only way
I love everything about you
But when I'm in doubt then something's gotta change

Leavin' by Plain White T's

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sometimes i wonder whats happening to us.
am i just imagining too much?
or its for real?
where's the love that im looking for?
the warmth that u used to give me
now gone
are u giving up on me?
are you already tired of me?
i cant keep on convincing myself that you are just like this today.
coz its been going on for awhile now.
am i expecting too much?
or are u just not showing enough?
was i showered with too much love before?
till i expect u to do the same for me?
i'll wait till you're comfortable with me.
all i ask is what i deserve.
love, attention, time.

am i the only one feeling like this?
aren't u feeling it too honey?

Eyzee`Akel`Isabelle
one month's grace she said. thats all.

4:03 PM; be my prince Y