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woah. emo tittle for the day. COZ IM MISSING HIM D--UHHH. hmpff.
okays. so haikal woke me up with his message todae. which i dun mind. =). do that everyday oso i dun mind. hooos. managed to sleep back though. so yeah. then. this irritating monsters woke me up.
the sound of the drill. HOW I HATED THAT. its like what the hell lahs. they're drilling away at 10.30. have they ever thought of those who are having their holidays and would appreciate it if they just shut the hell up and start their nonsense at 12nn? wells, i cudnt sleep back.
i almost wanted to go down in my bedtime outfit, and yell my heads off at the stupid contractors under me. but think again. ugly sight. no no. so being a good citizen, i woke up and lazed around.
watched teen titans. walao. syiok sia. havent been watching them for quite awhile now.so got up, watched, bathed, ate, went online, got ready, met the girls.
supposedly we were meeting at 2pm. but su havent called me yet. so we set the time at 2.30. but i was a bit late coz had to finish zuhur first. so todae i wore black. which is yucks. told haikal not to wear black todae. but high ho.. i wore it. sheesh.
then met up with su, den shida.
SHIDA HONEY. SORRY WE WERE LATE. FORGIVE US. TSK TSK. =D YOU VERY CUUUTEEEE. heeeees...=P
then also met up with farah. i thot she had school todae. then she skipped her school. woah. fierce babe. then also met up with hajar. then saw ain, but ain was with us less than 5 mins coz she had her own family thing to do.
i was so overjoyed lahs. coz actually confirmed were oni me, su, shida. then all the girls came down. weee~ like mini reunion liddat. I LOOOVEEEEE YOOUUUU GIIRRLLLSS...
then we just sat around at small mac.. updated each other, heard farah's usual lame jokes, talked crap as per normal lahs. went to CS to buy my slippers. if i had a choice, i wudnt buy it coz im not really in love with it. but since i need it for tioman. okay thens.
then shida suggested gg to LJS. went there. actually lah. at home i planned not to eat coz i already ate at home. then dunnoe how, i bought food. ate lorrr. at LJS, did our usual girls day out hobby. heees. normal laahh. people know one. nops. we din bitch. did we? i dun think so.
we just appreciated beauty. wells, u get the picture. so then i bumped into Najib. this was the same guy whom i bumped to at Eastpoint, bt he din recognise me. i guess the last time he saw me was during NCC which was like ages ago and i wasnt wearing my tudung.
so the Eastpoint conversation was like this.
Izyan: *smiles n waves*
Najib: *turns to his friend* siaper siaaa... (translated : who siaa..)
Izyan: Izyan larrhh.. from ncc?? remember?
Najib: urhh.. *thinks awhile*.. orrhh!! okaay2. i thot u were my kuzzin.
Izyan: orh. okay. cyas.
i half thought he din recognise me. he was just being polite and stuff. wells, at LJS, i din wanna repeat the same mistake twice, so i just act2 i never see him.. but as i was on my way out.. he smiled.. so oour conversation at LJS was..
Najib: eyy hie..nak gi maner? (translated: wanna go where?)
Izyan: eh? da kenal da? *the evil smile* (know me already?)
Najib: haha.. da da... so nak gi maner nie?(wanna go where?)
Izyan: urh.. nak balik laahhs...(wanna go home)
Najib: oh okiess..
Izyan: yeah bye
was i basterised when i asked him da kenal da? oh wells. how can one not remember me? omg. im speaking like someone who's skin is very thick. oh yeahs.
LJS was a thrilling trip to memory lane. we talked about all the disgusting things. as per normal. the usual berrie time *means pangsai time*.. the worst berrie moment.. wells, the sort. orh yeah. we also planned some sort of small get-together for the little us. u know, the usual bunchies. lil suga pies and sour plums.
we wanted chalet. but expensive and not sure if mom let us stay overnight. of course without the guys. we'll chase them away when we wanna sleep lahs. it would be TOTALLY FUNNN. but yeah. we'll put that on hold first.
then hajar suggested a small picnic cum bbq. i haf the satay thingy, which is pathetic, but we can still bbq our stuff. shida came out with a plan to cook our noodles which was, to me, hilarious.. if oni we could do that siaa.
so we settled with the small picnic cum bbq i think? oni the stuff and date and all not confirmed. these are just plans. then su suggested blading. farah suggested bowling. WHY NOT GOLF?? haish. okay so i would rather blade than bowl. but above all, i would rather play pool. yeah.
wanted to go This Fashion. but in the end did not coz most of us wanted to head home. so yeah. went home with farah. then went to TMART to get some wrapping papers for the pressies yesterday.
wells, its either im veyr picky at choosing wrapping papers or most of thw wrapping papers sucked big time there. walao. where haf all the nice wrapping papers gone??
OH YEAH~
so as i was on my home alone, i felt something knocked my head. i was day dreaming then. so i turned to see who knocked me. TO MY UTTEREST SHOCK. it was actually a stupid, shitified, all the bad words that i cant say A BLACK CROW. damn it!~
a crow grabbed my tudung. and since today i din wear it like normal, i was lucky my tudung din slip or what lahs. i think its because of the loose thread on my head the the BLIND OLD CROW thought it was worms. STUPID BLIND CROWS.
skali it was the same crow who shitted on me last time arh? WHAT HAVE I DONE CROWS? I DIN KILL ANYONE OF UR SPECIES. damn it.
wargghhhh im missing my AAH-LOOOO!!~ happy climbing dear.
orh. this song is currently stuck inside my head. hope ya guys can connect with it. FOR THE LOVEBIRDS OUT THERE. yay. im in the mood for love baby..~
"Bila Rindu" - Ruffedge
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