Take me as I Am

Friday, July 14, 2006

humour me ; fill up the gaps.

It’s a shame in a way cause

I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face?

Will my true love ever be?

Why would I go on a search again?

When I know what the end will be

What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?

I made a promise never to settle

Why didn’t I keep it?

okay. everythin has been emotional for today. i mean yeah, some were happy parts. u've gotta laugh those pricks away. its not the truest of happiness, but hey. still happiness.

im not a self-*something* girl who just cant get enough of everything. i want to feel satisfied with my life. again. i want to feel the burden lifted off my shoulders.

i do not wanna live in a life full of dark secrets.

full of fake fronts.

but you know; life's like that. i just cant control my emotions right now. its freaking me out. certain ppl i can control, certain ppl i cant. what the fff is wrong with me.

i want to shower all the love i can give. all the caring n sharing n understanding that i could ever possibly have in this little big body of mine, i wanna give it to someone. someone RIGHT this time. im tired of being independant. i need support.

Ya Allah, berikan lah aku semangat.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle.

i'll laugh my ass off when my pimple is gone. honey i miss you so.

darn. i said it.

11:09 PM; be my prince Y