Take me as I Am

Saturday, July 15, 2006

i feel like SUCHAfool.

AND I CANT FAKE IT.
THE WAY I DID BEFORE.

wooots. so yesterday was basically a super emo day for me. yes yes.

despite the emoness, everything went smoothly. i was moody during lecture, excited during class, paid attention during tutorial, moody with my friends, laughable at free access lab, quiet at ITAS, normal at SAR.

so its smooth to me.

then went home, ain followed. so called ppl, ppl call, talk2, sing2, and the end. then i was back to the emo mood. haaaaahaaaaaaa.

then today went for titisan. i was grumpy again. i just too sweet to be grumpy. or am i just plain pathetic? okay. its tough trying to be angry when ppl around you are laughing. OH MY GOD. how am i supposed to survive in titisan mans?

so tmr PPP from 9am to 11pm. kaau. i love this busy life mans. then this coming week, the only day im free is on a tuesday. this rocks. sincerely.

so anyway, today titisan had this dance thing. so everyone was dancing to Pudar alot of times. and we had this movement thing which is SUPER COOL *thanks fifi* and i'll have to work on my emotions mans.

I NEED TO BE FULL OF EMOTIONS. but why am i so blank? grr.

and i've never felt damn embarrassed in a long time. and FAHRUL RAZZI was the one who break the record. its bad enough that i have THE THING so obviously n meticulously placed on my nose, but its THE WORST. and seriously THE WORST if someone points it out to the WHOLE GROUP.

i swear i cudve died due to embarrassment (sp?). its like God-knows how many pairs of eyes looking at your THING and going "ahh.. this is what fahrul meant by making the princess look ugly. we'll use izyan's THING as a model to make-up the princess."

u're lucky i wasnt an emobitch at that point of time.

im so self concious right now.

okay. so beautiful pics from titisan will b uploaded. sadly, i oni got a few coz the rest is from the others.

OMFS. i still cant upload it. i'll try the next post.
look out for it sayang.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
i'll show you the good side of all this.
and let saaaiiilll togetherrr.

5:14 PM; be my prince Y