Take me as I Am

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

its not supposed to hurt this way ~

i learnt some things today.

1) Kemarahan adalah syaitan ( Anger is devillish)
2) Manusia dijodohkan oleh Tuhan. tapi tidak dipisahkan oleh Tuhan. Kami yg mahukan perpisahan itu. Jadi mengapa kami sering mengatakan bahawa Tuhan yang mahu memisahkan kami? (Humans meet because of fate. but we do not break up because of fate too. we break up coz we want to. so why blame the bad things to fate too?)
3) Semua pujian hanya bagi Tuhan.

yeah. these are 3 things that i'll remember.

okay Monday 24th July 2006 was Hajar n Dani's 1 year 7 mths anni. aww. so long they all. harap sampai ke hujung pelamin yeeeerr. hohoho.

so anyways. cant really remember what happened. supposedly we haf titisan for PPP yesterday. but crew didnt have to come. so ended up trying to study at lib, which was unsuccessful. so went to block near study corner.

with luqman. the new man.

they played cards. i cudnt play coz i was trying to STUDY. but oh wells. ended up making video clips with luqman which is super coool!! i'll give ya the links some other day.

but if u guys cant wait.
go to youtube, then look for tags : titisan , temasek
or search under username : EyzeeAnne

yeah. then someone came. and he totally ignored me. oh wells. common lah kan. i've got no say in this and i simply cant be bothered lah. suker ati lah nak buat aper.

*reminding myself : Marah adalah syaitan*

im nt angry lah. terguris jer hati. haha. what a phrase. but seriously lah. not even a 'hi'? nevermind. its not that big nor important anyways.

went home, slept early. dont ask why, but yeah.

so today.

SUPPOSEDLY, meeting up with the rest at 10 at small mac. but i was the only one there. so met up with mal at mushie. yada yada and there goes the rest of my boring life.

DFUND was simply a waste of time seriously.
EMATH was alrighte i guess.
CKT was as confusing as ever.

i need to sit beside someone who knows CKT. BOBOY! weeee..~ i've been neglecting him maanns. oh dear.

after that went to lib. had a talk and all. then went itas. all these are soooo not important.

OOOH ANYWAY!!!!

FAIZAL (however u spell his name) CAME TO TP TODAY. haha. such a sweet guy. are all their friends like that? i wonder.. btw, got to know faizal thru sufi.

so after that went studying. its a pity he's not schooling anymore. grrs. so anyways. studied abit. obviously i felt like fooling around. and thats what i did. until came to this one qn which im totally lost. so anyways.

the rest of my day went pretty much normal. except for things that will make me happy, which is boring to you guys.

anyway. i wont do anything now. i've letten go sincerely. no point holding on right. its stupid.
whenever i get angry, i'll try to tell myself that its all syaitan.
Ya Allah, tolonglah aku supaya aku menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
silap aku juga pernah jatuh cinta.

10:37 PM; be my prince Y