PESTI PETI PUTIH
i've not blogged since... wednesday. how long was that.
so i wont update about the less important details. i'll update more on PESTA PETI PUTIH.
firstly, on friday we didnt get LOA for PPP.
so we had to go school, and straight to NAFA for the full dress.
it was pretty hectic.
after that went there, my Mr Paso was not in his usual mood.
simply said, during our full dress, we cocked up.
severe case of cocking up.
i screwed up coz i didnt put my box at where it shud be put.
and the cast screwed up coz they were not in full dress.
the tech ppl im not sure.
so to me our full dress was like any normal rehearsals.
except that the crew was alot more suckier.
our chief even cried.
i felt so so bad.
that was when i realised, i cant depend on others.
i cant be selfish.
im loving my task and yet im not doing it properly.
Kak Dessy and Kak Fatin helped me gain my self-confidence.
i love them alot seriously.
they gave me the strength.
mcm my angel in disguise gituu.
seriously, i wasnt expecting them to make me feel better.
but they did.
and i love them.
went home, slept with a heavy heart.
but still slept lahs.
then on saturday. the real PPP.
i woke up at 9.15 and i was supposed to meet ain at 9.30.
and i waited for her at the wrong spot.
then boarded bus straight to bugis.
was in same bus as our beloved Stage Manager, BIBI!!!
bwahahahas.
gedebak, gedebuk.
rahmat thankfully, was feeling alot better.
my hubby's back. haha.
i think im flirting. but im not sure.
so anyways.
we had a short full dress rehearsal now. and it went on pretty fine.
i was so proud of the team.
im so loving them.
eventhough they're not from titisan.
then the full dress rehearsal came. i was sooo hyper cos i was soo nervous.
but WE DID GREAT. haha.
no screwing up.
no cocking up.
we were close to perfection.
*i dare say this lah.*
alot of tp ppl came down. im so touched.
for the cast lah.
i mean, they came to support the show.
they paid for the tix. isnt that great?
even ppl not connected to us came. how sweet babe.
today was the award ceremony. i didnt come.
neither did ain nor hajar.
i was relunctant to come initially.
coz i've not been spending time with my parents and sis.
and they miss me so much.
seriously.
mom even had to force me to go out with the family.
coz she said she miss eating lunch with me.
sobs.
she loves me that much.
went for our sunday ritual lunch.
bought neccessary stuff.
at bedok, fahrul called me.
he said thanks for the being in the production crew.
i was like.. . urhh. ure welcome.
then he said.
WE WON.
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC HAS WON PESTA PETI PUTIH.
which so rock.
HEAR THIS PEOPLE.
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC, HAS WON PESTA PETI PUTIH.
WE COMPETED WITH *close to 10* OTHER SCHOOLS.
AND WE WON.
we won :
BEST STIMULI
BEST SCRIPT
BEST PRODUTION DESIGN
most importantly,
WE WON PESTA PETI PUTIH.
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS LAH.
its all thanks to Fahrul.
he made me be part of the team.
thanks Fahrul.
as much as i dont like what u did to me before.
uhh huh. we won.
angkat peti putih was, enjoyable.
i was ecstatic and started msging ain n jaro.
since they were part of it too.
and i told everyone who knows abt PPP that we won.
apparently some just cudnt be bothered.
some were happy for us.
for the 2nd half.
im so appreaciating you guys.
anyway.
so much for the happiness today.
why am i so bothered by things that are not directly related to me?
im just thinking too much about stuff i should even think of.
as much as i try to help,
i dont know how to.
and its taking alot of my energy and time.
just thinking bout stuff.
and just doing what i should do.
im tired.
you think i dont have a set of my own.
i do have them okay.
its just that im more concerned with yours.
how can i not?
you're like my brother already.
i can be a pain in the ass.
but i still care.
i may not know the right words to say.
but im always here.
even at 3am in the morning.
as promised.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
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