Take me as I Am

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

tricking the heart to think otherwise..~

mengapakah hati ini mengucapkan rindu?
bila ku tau aku sudah tiada di sisimu.
asal aku nak step buat pantun nie?
when aku tau i suck at it?

the heart knows what the world doesnt.
by tricking the heart into believing for the best ;
she smiles to the world.
the laughter she shared were laughters of pure joy.
of childhood joy.
this can only be seen during TITISAN.

how could he forget?
true, emotionally nothing happened.
this may be what he was thinking about.

but to her, he was her first ever.
she used to be able to forget about guys easily.
but why is he still in her mind?

surrounding tells her ;
"stop thinking of him"
"he's over "
easy for them to say.

put it to real life.
and you'll know how tiring it is.

its tiring trying to be okay.
when deep down you know u're not.
thats what she's trying to say.

why cant she express her anger?
her sorrow?
her emptiness?
in all, her emotions?

its not that she doesnt want to.
she tried.
but no one listened.

except for a couple of listening ears.

other than that;
she tries to run away and ignore everything.
coz she knows,
when she ignores,
thats only where she'll find her truest laughter.

her truest giggles and chuckles.
her sincerest smiles and grins.

*****
abang, as much as i need you.
she needs you more.
i wouldnt want to be the block in between you.
besides, what she's been thru is alot more than me.
she needs your charm more.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
at koi pond, Izyan lets her soul run free.
the giggles and roars were for real.
at koi pond, Izyan finds her inner self.

11:27 PM; be my prince Y