Take me as I Am

Saturday, August 19, 2006

depression? or not?

i'm loving my class baby. full of monkeys.

me and ain, my fashion co-ordinator.

uh huh. thats 604.

taken when i was presenting. i looked confident huh. ITS A LECTURE HALL SIA. with lesser ppl la, but still, SAME SIZE. scary, but nice. =))

seriously, have i changed? i mean have i become someone who knows nothing about relaxing? my girls are noticing changes in me. im not the usual normal izyan that they used to know. maybe i'm less chirpy now?

whatever is pulling me away from the past izyan, i dunnoe.. seriously if i knew, i would tackle that problem, but now i dont know.. what is it exactly? grr.

and yes, i do feel the change in me. i'm becoming more serious, which i dont want to. im losing the kid in me bit by bit. am i keeping myself TOO busy?

and yeah. my FRIENDS told me i'm spending too little time with my family. even my friends can see that. what abt my own family man? pity them. i'll have to give them more love then.

and i thought this life was okay.
its nice to have other's perspective. its good and nice.
its comforting to know that there are still ppl who cares.
duhh i know they care lah.
but its really comforting to know they care ALOT.

haish. i love my girls.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
therapeutical sleep.

10:08 PM; be my prince Y