Take me as I Am

Thursday, August 24, 2006

personal thoughts

my thoughts on 10.50pm

the first words i muttered after putting down the phone was.. " Ahh.. It felt so good talking to him "

do you know how i long for you to call me? to ask about my well-being and also update me on your life? i doubt u know. you sense the akwardness? obvious shit la.

its hard getting on the same path again. why start again when i know it will keep on repeating? i'm tired of starting over.

you know, you suck.

I hate you so much for not giving me at least a lil bit of your time and concern. Urgh. I hate you so. tapikan, saaaayang abang.

i want so much for you to call me. you don't even know. i'll still think of calling you when im down. but you have ur own obligations. i dont wanna interrupt. shut up, cause i dont want to cry anymore.

i miss my old abang.

my thoughts ended on 10.55

extra thoughts

why should i feel guilty for something thats not even my fault? its not my fault that you didnt talk talk to me. its not my fault that you didnt call me. its not my fault that you didnt have time for me.

so why should i feel guilty?
you should be the one feeling guilty.
humpf.

Dont try to get out of this using your words. cause it aint working now. grr.

do you even care? aiyah. i'm wasting my time.

ANW, ITS ALL YOUR FAULT.
not mine. >:p *supposedly an angry sticking out face*

hrmpff.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
you suck
yeah you too.
but i still love you though.
yeah me too. =)

12:24 AM; be my prince Y