Take me as I Am

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

sebenarnya, aku masih merindui sentuhan mu.

today was alrighte. so bonding. went to nenek's house for National Day.

actually Abang wanted to ajak me along with him for National Day since he got an extra tix. BUT I WAS ALREADY AT NENEK'S!!!. haiyaa. he went with Abg Adi, Abg Fazir (this is one crank), and himself. so thoughtful of him to offer me the tix. sayang dier.

so anyways.

ate alot. Nenek put alot of food on my plate so i was obliged to finish it eyy? it was superb as always. and then slept for awhile. like i always do.

wanted to watch Ungu Violet but didnt get to coz the rest wanted to watch magician. toing. i got a new polo-tee from England.

and and!!! Kak Norzian just graduated with her PhD. kaau. how cool is that?
her younger sis, Kak Nadiah, is now married to a Texas guy. now over there. it shud be noon over there.
Kak Nadiah has a Degree.

i wanna be like them lah. and make sure Izlyn follows my footstep. *macam paham*

so anyways.

watched NDP on TV.
then watched fireworks outside Atuk n Nenek's home.
it was clear laaah. i loike.

but still, yesterday was almost close to perfect. CLOSE TO.

yeah. we plan to go out on Saturday again. IM LOVING IT. 3days of fireworks are so heavenly.

so anyways.
urms.
while certain things are not going my way, most of them are.
so im contented with this life.

cept that i have A WHOLE LOT OF MOOD SWINGS. hope you guys dont mind it.
i'll still have the happy momentum, dont worry.
i just need HIM LAH. urghh.

i hate being dependant on guys. but i already am. im already waaaay too dependant on abang. and it'll be abit tougher if he and kimmy got smth on and then i cant hang out with them anymoreeeee... waaaaaaaaaaa!!

gosh i sound pathetic.
coz i am la walao.
eew. self pity.

anyways. mixed emotions of current situation. *wonder wonder*.
how come nobody can please me nowadays?
seriously, have i stopped wishing?
am i too tired?
or am i just taking a break?

i hope im just taking a break and that i havent stopped wishing.
kiter belum berhenti berharap tau. kiter raser lah. awak confirm faham nyer.

well.
take things as it is.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
"as of today, you're mine" , he said.
hahaha.

11:56 PM; be my prince Y