Take me as I Am

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

and you're leaving so fast.

i'm ready to take the chance,
but u're changing so fast that i dont even know how to catch up.
or am i the one changing?

am i being unreasonable?
am i not spending enough time with you?
until things are like this now?

i tried avoiding blogging about this, but i just cant help it.

where are you?
you're physically here.
but i cant seem to feel ur presence.
coz im always longing for it.

the warmth and comfort you once gave.
i never did tell you.
why?
it was still too early and i wouldnt want hopes to fly high.

but where are u going right now?
im prepared.
ready to take on a new journey.
but you're leaving.
so soon.
too soon.

i need you.
i want you.
i'm craving for you.
i'm thinking of you way too much.
and i'm loving that thought.
you're hurting me too.
but i don't care.
i still want you.

as much as i want to be there for you.
i cant.
as much as i want to understand you.
i cant.
as much as i want you to know how i feel.
i cant.
cause im afraid that you wouldn't care less.
and im afraid of one-sided feelings.

freaking. i really need a long break for myself so that i can relax.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
i want to be the hand that you can hold on to.

please tell me how u feel.
before things get worse.

12:14 AM; be my prince Y