Take me as I Am

Saturday, October 28, 2006

simpletons

just a thought i had at about 1am just now. do we really need a man to make us feel complete? coz sometimes i feel so confident and independant that i dont need a frccking "significant other" to actually make me whole. but there are also times when i seriously would appreciate a cuddle, a rub-on-the-back, or a kiss from the "significant other". my thoughts are cancelling out on each other. so what is it that i want?

a simple, satisfied, thrilling lifestyle NOW. with, or without my man. all i need to do is to tell myself that i'm not alone. its true. im NOT alone. but sometimes, u just cant help it but wish things are this way.. and that way.. now im having one of those sometimes.

come to think of it.
i never had a memorable thing-in-the-past.
except for one.
the very first one.

but i was stupid as not to treasure it. and now i'm having a serious of "hangovers". i couldnt possibly say that i dont care, coz i do. I WANT TO STOP THIS HANGOVERS. but how to without another person?

its frustrating when u have no one to give ur love and concern too. its just as though u're too free. and i hate being free.

i sound a lil bit off now. look at the timeeeee!!

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
dreams? promises? swears? i-love-u's?
naaah. never heard of those before.

2:22 AM; be my prince Y