Take me as I Am

Thursday, November 02, 2006

i knew u meant it

Where have you been? I've been waiting so long to hear from you. And all the things that we said we would do, remains to be plans of the past.

We've been too quiet for too long. Where is the hope we once had? It's too late to be saved by your charm. We'll never get this right.

Your words are cold, and the season is too. The comfort in your voice is gone. Don't keep in touch, i'm better off all alone. You've lost everything that I've loved.

So is it worth this time? Am I done in your mind? Will I regret once you're gone? Why did I ever think that we would be good? Well, alright, I'm sorry I even tried. I was a fool to have hope in you.

i learnt a new lesson today.
"we only grow and mature faster and better through the setbacks that we have." truee ritee.. baahs.

yesterday was nice. it was like a dream. and that's all it'll ever be. just a dream. i shouldnt be too happy. i shouldnt have been too excited about it. and kept thinking about it. until i dreamt of you last night. and you are gone today. its like as though suddenly you don't recognise me AT ALL. but its all okay. =) . just expressing the thoughts deeeeep deeeeeep down my heart. =)

today was again, a laughable memory. but it was mixed with a few other emotion. ANW, new friends! yay. have i told you how i LOVE making new friends? sooo coool.

this next para got nothing to do with the current problem. its something i learnt while i was having my lecture, and i was thinking about my lecture hall.

guyfriends can be there for you and provide entertainment. but girlfriends are the one who will understand you most and make you feel at ease. even if two girls cant communicate well (cause they're from different countries), having a female companion is much more soothing than having male companion. i just lost part of my male companion. have you seen him?

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
timothy, be by my side alright?
atan, be by ain side alright?

dear IMH-officers. please reserve two bed for your new patients.
Nurul Izyan & Siti Nurain.
your cooperation is much appreciated.

10:10 PM; be my prince Y