Take me as I Am

Saturday, December 16, 2006

sing for me, love.

i've been neglecting my social life in my blog. omg. totally forgot. lets start on thursday.

THURSDAY
had our SSMAT paper which was, pretty fine lahs. i think i can get method marks, if i remembered the methods correctly. so i cant remember the details perfectly, but we hang out under this one block.

and then we went up to carpark. brought along new friends up there too. so we got into a deep deep discussion about things. its sad that we never had the chance to talk about that night. went home, got scolded, went into deep slumber.

FRIDAY
went to IMH with my beloved kuzzie. and boy, the place is huge, and very resort-tish. i loike. we got there, and then appt was cancelled coz we arrived late. hrms. haha. went to hougang mall, tmall, cs.. pretty tired walking ard.

supposedly, we would meet up for awhile. but it didnt happen. sudden change of plans.

so went home, waited for the classmates to call to go out n buy bbq stuff. bought the stuff, brought home, n pretty much slacked all the way.

and there it was. moment of decision. i seriously dont wanna let go lah. but i have to. i'll tell u a story later on.

SATURDAY (isnt it today?)
went out EARLY IN THE MORNING to buy food for bbq. bla bla bla. ain asked me out. booyy. i really didnt wanna go coz i felt like shit. total crap. but she needed company. so tagged along.

and helllooo there. guess who we bumped into at pool? his friends. and when they passed me, they kept calling his name. its bad enough already okay. they were seriously rubbing salt to the wound. i was seriously already on the verge of screaming.. "Everybody quiieettt!!! " . yupp.

i tried to write the story. but i guess. i didnt want to. it would be too.. God..i've ran out of words. i don't know what to call this. i'm sure some understand this.

the feeling of wanting to let go, when it doesnt wanna go.
and when it wants to go, we want to hold it dear to our hearts.

its not wrong to do wrong things once in awhile right? goodness. am i actually thinking about my decision? oh heck. this should all stop. dont lookatmyweakerside.itscaresthehelloutofme.

boy, i wish we'll still be contacting friends. yeah. (i'm holdin on by letting go.)

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
i cant help but think of u MORE.

9:07 PM; be my prince Y