Take me as I Am

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

terrible mood swings. boo hooos.

haha. my mother asked me.
"Nurul. pukul braper nak tido?"
and look at the time!!! 9.20. hahaha.

so anyway. IMH visit today which was YAYNESS for me luhs. if only its like nearer TP so i can be a volunteer there. so anyways. i would LOVE to take pics around the hospital, but we couldnt so i didnt. yupp. =)

so i came to school 15mins late. and lesson already ended. like wt-frck seriously lah. so being teacher's pet and all, haha, asked Tay to sit down and discuss with us and all about the whole thing. after that watched Izzat do his mosaic, photocopy paper, lepak at SSMAT awhile.
off i went.

yadas.

so went to IMH!! i was pretty worried coz we were supposed to sit with our classes in the bus. but then Hadi n Naz made it all better for me. =) tralalala. they so rock my Psycho class. the duo.

oh funny moment. one look at Naz, he's really good-looking. SUPER i tell u. even WanBonch calls him berg. but then, when Hadi played 'Irreplaceble' on my hp, we three were like moving our heads to the left and Naz had the most extreme movement. kekek laa.

i never expect that to come out from him. HAHA.

tralala. got to IMH. started stupid lecture. haish.
after that we had refreshments! the pastries are yummy lah. we're like delegates having refreshments. haha. opps prasan.

then the golden moment came. THE TOUR!
okay. so hajar joined the group now. so its now fun-ner. 'cept that she's always busy sms-ing and i get bored lah. so lucky me i had the duo w me. =) and i found a brotherly figure in Naz.

so i wanted to say hie to them(patients) but nobody bothered to look at me. so bored. UNTIL. i saw someone.

she was waving to our group. but nobody cared.
so i waved HARD from behind the group. and we smiled at each other and wave like crazy.
awww. i wanna see her again. i think im missing her? =S
she's so friendly. =)

and there's actually smtg like souvenier shop in that place? cool lahs.

so yeah. oh yeah. Haikal. saw him a couple of times too =). but, like, big deal?

and i had a terrible mood swing just now. like OMG lah. sorry dear dear people. i was like, throwing my phone, bad-werding and just huffing and puffing. and i salam-ed and walked off to meet my family. i dont really know the reason. but i think its because :-

*i was feeling so rimas at the itas
*i had my day planned out w my friends
* mom ORDERED me to meet family
*i HATE getting orders from mom.
*so i perangai-ed.

OH GOODNESS. whats with me?

but then this vendor man cheered me up. haha. we had a short teasing session about speaking malay and all. and when i was leaving, he said " Wah u muker macam ciner la. ". and that made me smiled. like WHAAT? haha.

i am superly feeling her situation and i pity her. i wished i can just stop the time, rewind everything back again, and she can be happy. OR i can make u have a change of heart. coz like seriously, she's MISSING YOU ALOT. and i dont think she can ever, ever get over you. and i'm being selfish keeping u by my side, while i still wanna explore more. and if u can be happy with her, why not go back.

okay that was a whole load of typing-without-thinking paragraph lahs. but seriously i feel for her. kesian sey. if only i can give her YOU. as in some other YOU lah. alah tak paham takper.

SEAMANSHIP SOON! YAY YAY YAY!!

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
Dr. Jaro said i can be admitted to IMH.
coz i got behavioral problem.
i tell my mother ah.

9:20 PM; be my prince Y