Take me as I Am

Sunday, January 28, 2007

will YOU ever know how zero i feel?
will YOU ever understand i can never love u as much as she did?
will YOU ever know i always want to be better than her?
will YOU ever notice how i always want to talk about her cause i love the heartbreaks?
will YOU ever want to know how i really feel about you n her?
will YOU ever find out how much i've read her blog?
will YOU ever be able to forget her? (i know you havent)
will YOU ever be able to NOT have any more feelings for her?
will YOU ever love me the way u loved her?

and will I ever love u as much as she loved u.
will I ever meet ur standard (eventhough u said u had none)
will I ever be able to stay committed?
will I ever have time for u first?
will I ever make u happy?
will I ever break you?
will I ever make u satisfied?
will I ever be able to forget you IF one day u leave?

questions left unanswered.
feelings left unspoken.
words left unwritten.
i can NEVER let you understand me.

she is your first.
and i want you to be my last.

i melt at your very touch.

7:54 PM; be my prince Y