14th FEB.
most important thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!
haha. i actually woke her up in the middle of the night at 12mn on 14th feb. just to sing her a bdae song with a lighter. but she had to push my face away and grunted. hahai. love not appreciated.
BUT!! being a very sweet sister, i kissed her. she wouldnt let me though. but still. kiss jer la. and then. sang her a short bdae song. which i think she cant hear. but i love this one part of the short convo we had.
kakak : happy birthday lyn!! lyn nak aper for bdae?
baby : tanak aper aper laaa.
yessa. no need use up my money which i am totally short of. today's valentine. so my mom gave me half of what she normally gives me lah. ouch says my wallet.
so anyway. Valentine's. in my 18 years of existence, ppl would noe i'm usually the lonely soul on this day. some may give me roses and gifts, but still, date-less. and i didnt mind actually. haha. anw whats the big deal right?
same goes for this year. when it was coming up, and nobody had asked me, i didnt mind it AT ALL. like seriously. i just couldnt be bothered coz its just another day. like what JUSTIN (he has a date though) said. " Valentine day is everyday laa " . ya right.
so why u got date leh? (amek kau)
so anyway. enough about him la. 14th feb early morning. he asked. Will u be my valentine. i thought he was kidding initially. haha. dumb me lah. so yeah. got myself a date, but NO actual date.
cause i have to be home early today.
this is what happens when ur sibling's bdae is on Val's day. hahai. wattodo.
i dont know whats wrong with my blogging style today. its so wrong. okay anyway.
its been hard on the both of you guys. but im sure u'll pull it thru. no matter what, i'll love the both of you still. whatever the outcome, u know for urself its for the best. and i'll support you all the way baby. dont forget the wonderful memories u created together. its not wrong to just think about them. love you guys.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabellei've never really celebrated Val's though.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle