flowers and tears.
how i hate this kldasuiweui day today. opps. did i just say that?
i love my Val's boy. but i hate the day. how?
so i came to school. okay so far so good. no lovey dovies. no flowers no romantic tinglys going on. so i was fine. till i saw Izzat. with that flower sticking out of his guitar bag. i was like, IZZAT!! OUT OF ALL PEOPLE!. initially me and rahman wanted to share the choc. but, we piti-ed him lah.
so he gave his bouquet away to some girl.
and then, i went to walk from engine to itas. thats when i thot to myself : i really hate Valentine's. (sorry baby, but i cant help it. only
you can change it.*wink wink*). with all those balloons and all going around.
i mean cmon lah. it irritates the hell out of me man. thats why i was mood swinging today.
oh. and this is crap i tell you. i have to go Malacca on this coming Sat. like asdkad irritating lah. i mean i have Scouts and im not going to miss this session. I told mom to go ahead w/o me. I'll be fine at home. (i'll be lonely though.)
but this is okay. i'll remain calm. eventhough im hating this right this instant.
he's still not home yet. i bet this is the suckiest valentine's he's ever spent with a female. im so so sorry about today and everything. i feel super damn bad. and to tell you the truth, i feel like crying my eyes out right this instant. why? i think i'm self centred.
and when i think about how i've been to my gfs, it makes me feel more guilty. trying to spend more time with him, i actually take up my lady-time with the girls. and that sucks so so much. i so need to do time management. sorry babygirls. im really sorry.
i so wanna lie down and just cry cry cry. coz im listening to this sad sad song by SISQO. thanks ah latiff. (:
and my wrist hurts so much cause im typing too much.
hurhurhur. he still not home yet. GOD im worried sick. its still early i know. BUT STILL!! but i told him to enjoy w his friends lah. i mean cmon, i wouldnt like it if he keeps msging me when im w my friends right.
okay he's home.
omg. Khai introduced Gloomy Sunday to me. since im feeling like crap right now. and this song, "inspired many suicide." [taken from Wikipedia. serious shit]. i feel like shiteless crap right now. urgh omg-ness.
i want to go rest in my only comfort.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelleits true what u said."fgpk 14th Feb!! "(not for you Izlyn haha)
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle