what difference does it make?
just came back from malacca. oh before i forgot.
THANKS TO East Spring GG for teaching us slow march and for being patient with us haha. (winks to fiqah :] )
so anyway. i left with a heavy heart. there was alot that i need to do. and i knew i wouldnt let my mind rest at malacca and sure enough. i kept thinking about the productive things i could've done in spore, and i kept asking myself why i didnt talk myself out of the mess.
Disadvantages i went to Malacca:
- missed 2 pysho quiz
- missed the venture-leader outing [which i totally regret]
- missed the study group
- missed my girls [they still havent replied]
- miss the boy
- wasted time doing nothing
- had to tolerate Izlyn's yakity yaks all day long.
Advantages i went to Malacca:
- taught me how to control my crazyness [when im disorganised]
(come to think of it, im still going bonkers now)
- urms. i dont know more.
so why i went malacca again? because im a girl and girls shouldnt stay home alone at home. (yeah whatever)
right now, i have absolutely no mood to write about happy thoughts and colourful feelings. i think things will get better tomorrow :) . haha. okay. that smiley made me smile. omg. im seriously going cuckoo la.
i think after this i will go clean up my room. it needs so so much of my TLC. and after that i will go and unpack my bag and try to focus on maths. i'll drink loads and loads of home-made cappucino and burn the midnight oil. i will keep fah on the phone and force him to get maths stuck in my head.
i will do whatever it takes to make me pass my subjects. i will learn how to juggle my time and i will do it good.
ooh thats nice.
I will manage my time properly, and I will do it good. I will make the best of what little time I have. InsyaAllah hahai. calm this fiery soul.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelleand don't you judge me too fast.
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle