Take me as I Am

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

too much talent shows.

i've watched two talent shows straight.
Dancefloor, American Idol.
i wont say much. but they were good. and yupp. i can NEITHER dance nor sing. i can try to attempt though. (= espiecally when im bored. thats when my gfs will get sick and try to shut me up.

then i came upon this one song that jingled my memory neurons.
MARC ANTHONY'S I Need To Know.
ooh i loveee.
its just the rhytm. im a latino ~
-_-" ya la kan.

They say around the way you've asked for me
There's even talk about you wanting me
I must admit that's what
I wanna hear
But thats just talk until you take me there
(ooh he's taken me there. yupp. its no longer 'just talk')

If it's true don't leave me all alone out here
Wondering if you're ever gonna take me there
Tell me what you're feeling cause I need to know
~~Girl~~ Boy you gotta let me know which way to go

Cause I need to know, I need to know
Tell me baby ~~girl~~ boy cause I need to know
I need to know, I need to know
Tell me baby ~~girl~~ boy cuz I need to know

My every thought is of this being true
It's getting harder not to think of you
(how can i not think of you? u tell me.)
Girl I'm exactly where I want to be
The only things I need you here with me
(you're already here. fahlala~)

you know how fidgitty and nervous you get when your boyfriend's family know you? GAAAH. thanks eh fah. his mom roughly knows about me, and i must add this, praised me. Thank God. and his sister, why oh why must he mention about me? okay seriously, im nervous now. luckily his sis is away at Egypt. if not, i'll be a nervous wreck when she ask fah to bring me along.

i am SO not ready yet. i dont know when i'll be. can i never be ready? GAAAH.

you know, how you try to reach out to others? but they just wont listen cause u had a bad history with them? WHATEVER la okay. these are the very bunch who wont maju in masa depan. look, i wanted to hear u out, be a listening ear to you. eventhough you've hurt me bad, LOOK for goodness sake, i WANTED to help you. tak bersyukur takper lah.

there's others out there who needs looveee more than YOU do.
going out to the lovelove lah.

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOOOONN!!
okay thats on 23rd lah kan. still long way to go.
and 21st, i actually got a cooking test to go thru.

Chef Latiff, i need your help

we had to pass this criteria on our Venture Scout Standard, so we had to pass this criteria under Survival. so we were seperated into groups of 3 and we each had a project.

1)Survival Cooking
2)How to start a fire
3)First Aid

my group members :
1)Amsyar
2)Hajar
3)Myself

the projects were choosin by balloting.

hajar: eh, no.3 paling senang. pasal first aid.
izyan: ah betul. aku harap tak dapat cooking sak. aku kan kau tak leh harap.
hajar: ah ah siaaa.

ballot-ed.
AND WE GOT THE COOKING.

a meal for two.
rice, 3 main dishes, soup, dessert, hot drink.

OMG! and using backwoods man cooking.
YAH. using the stove is bad enough.
backwoodsman is the part where everything is totally natural.
we have to actually DIG up a hole okay.
call me uncapable.
PFFTT.

we'll come up with something la okay.
FOR SURE.
but there's bound to me lots of insults going around.
lagi lagi ngan hajar.

shidaaaa~ wink wink.
nak tukar project?
HOHO.

now how i wish i learnt cooking from mom since young.
PFFFTT.

okay this was a very dry entry.
i lack PICTURES!
im lazy la okay.
bubbye.

Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle
you brought me down.
once too many.
now no more.

12:05 AM; be my prince Y