Take me as I Am

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

I TRIED to talk to you

i've been working my nights off ever since saturday. haha. no biggie, cause i'm pretty much enjoying it. dude, money rolling in, who doesnt? (=

but anyywayys. i learnt how to make cookies the french way on saturday. haha. i was like a guru on that table man! macam paham jer kan? haha. and on sunday, i learnt how to make muffins (pandan, original, multi-grain) and also this small shell-like bun i forgot the name. M-somthing

BUT ANYWAYS. work is fun. haha. special special thanks to those who sent me to work, and also visit me during my working hours, despite the late night. sorry coulnt give ya free stuff. (=

this pretty much drains out my energy for the rest of the day. thats why i need the much needed 8-10hours of sleep.

i just love love my workplace cause i made a couple of new friends. Abg Dana, Abg Taat, Kak Ganga. I've been working with those two abangs for two nights now. i'll be seeing Ganga again this friday.

Abg Taat made his special ice-cream for the midnight staff. so so sweeet. seriously, they might appear introvert, but they're the funny ones. none of them are Singaporean btw.

-pretty much random thoughts

in life, schits do happen. and after going through a little bit of drama, i learnt that one should treasure their closed ones. when life gets you in the ass, they'll be the ones making sure that your ass wont be that sore. (if u get what i mean)

anw honey, treasure those you love. DECIDE, and DECIDE NOW. i'm not saying i cant wait longer, but it sucks so much to be the one waiting on the line FOR you. hell no. i want YOU to wait FOR ME. thats what a girl should do.

no more running towards you huns. you think i'm strong, but i'm not that strong to be at your beck and call, to be called out only when you think of me.

quoted by my darling cousin Abang.
"Talk is cheap, lies are expensive. Thoughts- priceless"

which is true. i will never know when you're lying. and i'll never know what you're thinking of. but what the hell, i've got bitten in the ass once. and i'm willing to let it go. but somehow, i cant seem to find the reason why i should forgive you for what you've done.

YOU WENT TOO FAR, SUGAR.

have you any idea? what a bitch you were? i was okay firstly cause i was blinded by what they call love. Yes, I do love you. to the extent of forgiving you for that, maybe.

prove to me that you're worth it.

12:17 AM; be my prince Y