midnight baking
i am bakin myself 1 quiche. in the middle of the night.
i think im getting used to this night activities. i barely have energy in the afternoon, but when it comes to night-time, i'll be super hyper active and i feel like going joggin. i think something's wrong with my biological clock, but i'm definitely not complaining about it.
it'll be an emoschits post for now, no matter what others say.
i simply stop caring cause i couldnt bring myself to go through another wave of emotions. so to save myself, i stopped caring about you. not totally. just partially. you tell me how can i be there for u all the time? when she gets in the way, almost everytime.
i asked you if its better if i leave. you said no. i asked you if you rather leave her. u said you dont know. i asked you if you rather leave me, you said no. a straight, direct no.
alah i know you still love me lah kan?
but, you're not looking to settle down, neither am i. so tell me. what am i waiting for again? oh God. haha. so i guess its okay if i have a teeny weeny bit of fun right? cmon I'M STILL TOO YOUNG TO SETTLE. i'm in this period where i love good company, and you're in this period where you need to "seek" other girls.
but seriously, we both have a soft spot for each other in our hearts. maybe not like last time, but the spot is still there. YOU asked me out all of a sudden. but YOU have no idea who has asked me out, who i went out with.
and i have no idea too.
but i cant do anything, can i? i am NOT your girlfriend. neither are YOU my boyfriend. just-friends dont have the right to larang you from doing anything right? i wont hate your guts, or you. thats for sure.
but anyways, i still love you that you still love me. and don't deny it cause YOU KNOW IT. haha. alah but what i'm looking for, is Teman Sejati. like what my blog song says.
you know.
i know.
we give love a bad name.
and make it all nice again.
okay seriously, what the hell?
Eyzee`Anne`Isabelle